There was once a boy so quiet
He was called shy
Never finding the words or the will
To offer his opinions
He was so ashamed
He tried to hide it
Believing it was ugly
Even evil
Pushing it down
To rest at his core
But still it bubbled
Coming up
Splattering
Until he was soaked in it
So he chose to
Stay inside
In the corner back of classrooms
So that no one would see
What he had been covered in
Until one day
He noticed another boy
Who needed help
And it seemed
Only his eyes
Could see it
Forgetting to hide
The boy ran
Into the light
He offered
His soft arms
To the relief of the other
His new friend
Spent moments
Crying in his hold
And as his friend was healed
So was the boy
For the first time
He saw beauty
He saw beauty everywhere
His darkness began to surely sparkle
His quiet became peace
His silence was knowing
And he grinned in gratitude
As he bravely guessed–
His shyness was never
A trait he should have feared
His shyness would become his greatest gift.
And so the boy
Spent his days
Open and exposed
Choosing
To dance in the light
And making sure that he
Would never miss a chance
To give his gift,
The gift of his glowing compassion.
Dear One,
Should you ever find yourself
Pushing ugliness so deep
It erupts until you are just splattered in it
Please remember,
There is no ugly
There is no reason to hide
Rename,
Accept your truth,
Embrace,
Live it!
Jun 05, 2012 @ 06:29:35
Ah! Another feeling released and made beautiful by your voice
Jun 06, 2012 @ 08:57:02
Thank you Susan for hearing my voice over and over. It means so much to me. Think my writing will slow down here for the summer. Please know that I am always reading. I am so happy to have another Mom out there who stopped writing then started to share this blog time with.
-Jennifer
Jun 05, 2012 @ 06:29:41
Sharing on twitter…just so beautiful. Thanks for sharing
Jun 06, 2012 @ 08:55:33
Thank you so much for your support. I feel myself slowing down on the writing for summer. Even if I am not writing as much, I will be reading.
Love your posts.-Jennifer
Jun 05, 2012 @ 07:21:11
I relate deeply to this boy….wow…what a penetrating and affirming write….just a beautiful masterpiece….thanks for sharing your own light, and not hiding it…..
Celeste
Jun 06, 2012 @ 08:53:48
Thank you so much for your support.:)
Jennifer
Jun 05, 2012 @ 14:46:56
Wonderful. Wonderful, wonderful, wonderful!
Jun 06, 2012 @ 08:52:35
Thank you Nelle.
Beaming.
Jun 06, 2012 @ 15:00:44
Beautiful words by a gentle soul who sees real beauty in every person, no matter the siyuation, and not ugliness.
Jun 08, 2012 @ 16:18:38
Sometimes we write about similar things from different perspectives using words that uniquely dress us in vogue poetic terms. I enjoyed Jennifer.
Jun 08, 2012 @ 18:22:19
That is it. Same stuff, different perspectives, yet for some reason completely appreciated. Cheers!
Jun 08, 2012 @ 19:10:19
Much like life and you Jen!
Jul 19, 2012 @ 18:03:48
This is empowering….thank you. I am so grateful. There is a part of me that is still sitting in the back of the class, wanting to be invisible…..Finally, I embrace it all….I love that shy child about to break free and ALL his facets…I love his disappearing acts and his shining moments of insight…he is like a firefly. Tonight I will “rename” everything. My name is now Firefly.
Sep 07, 2012 @ 10:23:15
Hi Firefly,
Thanks for stopping by. I am just now getting back to writing after the summer. Hope all is well. -Jennifer